I Wish

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I wish I could stand up and be counted as I see so many other women do. I wish I could speak out about what you did to me without feeling ashamed and used. I wish that I had never realised that a maybe had always been yes.

I never asked to be burdened with knowledge that I would never be able to share.

I wish I could join in with the women, standing up and being strong. I wish I could say that happened to me too without being accused of being vengeful. I wish I could erase you from my life, that all of it never happened.

You took full advantage of my naivety, and now I just live with the knowledge that my innocence was taken by you.

I wish I was brave enough to report what you did. I wish that I could go on believing that it was only almost. I wish I could still believe it was almost violation.

I wish I was innocent and naive again.